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-Learning I/O Psychology now.-

It’s the end of third week of my last semester. I think I’m getting used to this hectic study life and I’m actually starting to love it since the day that I realized that I really learnt a lot form my lecturers. Seriously, I really do enjoy studying and reading but I hate the part where I need to take the exam on October and November with such big gap in between papers. I will be getting my AS exam result on August 10 and hopefully I won’t get disappointed by myself like last time again. My mom even told me that if I get pass, it’s okay already but it isn’t okay for me. I was trained to get a good results as in A and B since I was small. If I failed or get anything lower than C, I will get caned by my mom and she just won’t sign the exam papers. Thus, I got extra cane by my teacher just because my mom didn’t want to sign it. I was so innocent at that time and I had to admit that I sometimes really doesn’t like my mom because she just won’t satisfy with my personality but it’s okay. I know she did that for my own good since my dad wasn’t at home since I was small.

Last Thursday and Friday were my classmates’ birthday. Actually, I wanted to go to both of the celebrations but it seems like I’m not that welcome by them. Thursday’s was last minute and no transport so I still can accept but Friday’s I was really disappointed with them. I really wanted to go and hang out with them but they said no seat available for me in the car already. Imagine these 2 days I rushed back to my hostel to change my clothes and rushed back to college to wait for them, they called me and said that no seat is available in the car anymore. I know it’s just Sunway Pyramid which I can walk to there if I want to but the mood of celebration with them just gone after they treated me like that. I really wonder what my problem is! I put so much effort just to be around with my friends and I got ditched for no reason. Oh well, I think I should back to my one-lady life after all. I shouldn’t have expected so much from my friends. After all, they are in their own group and I don’t belong to any group like last time anymore.

-Bought this for RM32.90 at MPH. Did I ever say that I love history?? -

Anyway, I went to Sunway Pyramid by myself to walk around and buy some grocery. Then, I went to my college’s event, ‘One Global Village’ which is sport carnivals between 56 institutions from Selangor. I thought of just visiting and watch the matches but I bumped into my VAD friends. So I went off to the VAD site with them from 5pm until 1.30am in the morning. At least I really felt better after helping those injured students and got some friends to talk to and laughed with. I was really exhausted after I came back to hostel but it’s worth it. I get to know them more and get closer with them.

So here I am now. My room mate is going to watch MU match later and I’m stuck in Sunway. I really wish that I could go out to KL and have a nice walk around. As long as I’m not alone, I would feel better than now. Yupe, I really feel tired in treating people so good and nicely because some of them just don’t know how to appreciate it. I know I sounded emo but this emo-ness makes me miss Brennan more! I’m so going to hug him when I meet him after he comes back to Malaysia!

-Thanks Nic for lending me this complete set of Harry Potter books which I don't know when I will manage to finish reading it. XD-


-This is my cubic corner and see how messy it is when I went to sleep. XP-


Listening to : Heaven Knows